I was listening to a very beautiful sacred song. Its meaning is truly heart warming. I have tried to pen it down to the best of my efforts. It is sung in reference to the God but here I have penned it down in love for the beloved Goddess. It says,
“When nothing existed, she was there in that nothing, She is in me, she is in you, When all despised me, she was the one who hugged me with love, I came after her and here I am with her.”
This fills me with so much love and gratitude. In those times, when your heart is breaking and all your hopes seem to have left you, in those times when all despise you and stare at you with angry glares, in those moments when you are afraid of facing the world, in those heart-breaking times when everyone is burdening your tender heart with their harsh judgements, in those impossible moments, she is there. She is there in every tear you shed, every wound you embrace, every fear you face. She is there in every moment you weep, in every star you wish upon, in every breeze that kisses your face, in every leaf that graces your path. She is present in every ray of sun that lights up your home, she is present in every drop of rain that moistens your soul, she is present in every cry of pain and in every smile of gratitude.
She is present in every moment of forgiveness, in every “Thank you” that you say, in every wish you make, in every bit of bitterness in your heart. She is is even there in those resentments you hold and all sights you behold. She is the light, she is the darkness, she is the master, she is the servant, she is in everything and she is also in nothing.
Whenever you feel lost, whenever you feel that you cant hear her voice, when you have no idea where to go and what to do, in those times just dont do anything. Simply be in that moment of being. Simply be there in that moment and grieve with her. Embrace all your wounds and be present with all your fears. Your fears dont define you. When the world throws venom at you, send it love and pray with grace. And then shall you feel the light of love glowing within you which shows you the way and its the way of service, gratitude and forgiveness.