God, I give up or rather I give in. There is nothing I can do about this other than showing up. Its all a mess and yes, I am willing to take full responsibilty remembering that I am not guilty.
I know that this is not where I want to be but I know and believe that I will be led to exactly the most perfect and beautiful places. Give me the strength God and awaken within me the divine flame of freedom.
I am wandering aimlessly on the streets of life without a penny to my name. Full of shame and guilt, I am willing to let go. I know that I am you and I am willing to open my heart to receive.
May the Goddesses of knowledge, wealth and wisdom shower their blessings upon me. May I be uplifted beyong all pain and suffering and in your loving embrace, may I heal.
To the Godess of love and healing, I give up. May Goddess Mahakali take over me, may Goddess Saraswati think for me, May Goddess Tara choose for me, may Goddess Kuan Yin forgive all and may Goddess Lakshmi dwell within me. I give up the fight.